I don't know. When pretty small things just come to my mind and absorb my attention. Things that may not be realized by people surround me. I just dig it deep and seep it more until my brain is distracted by the smalls. I am a lady. No points to be pop out. No appearance to be pulled out. No lips to have those attractive words. No rainbow nor sparkles in my eyes. But I am a lady. Who thinks a lot at some points. When they will call my name to get some important thing. So that, I feel way more included. Do they call me on the first list, second list, even the last? Am I not that important? Are they really looking me in the eyes? Do they want to know me more, about my self? Should I ask them anything, so they can feel that I am near by side to them? Can I have the first on the list when you call me by name? My lips can't talk that much. My eyes can't tell you how I really want to talk to you. My heart is tearing when you are not looking at me. My ears just couldn't pretend to not hear that you are not talking to me. Shall I talk? Shall I cry? Shall I shut down? Shall I cover my eyes? Shall I pretend that I am way much feeling happy, though I want to cry a lot? Shall I be the wind?
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